raya in Middle East

Hey guys... How was everyone's raya? I bet mesti best gila...well, mine is SUCKS!! I tell you why...this year is my first raya di negara orang. I used to love raya so damn much and this is the first time ever I said my raya celebration was sucks and I hate it. I thought I might cry pagi raya because my grandparents, my aunt, uncle and cousins are not here with us...surprisingly, I don't. I don't even know why..lol. Mungkin sebab I know that I will be back end of this year or early of 2010..mesti akan jumpa semua orang punya...can't wait!! Apa-apa pun I'm very thankful that I still have my family with me. Lagipun my mother dah nekad nak balik raya kat Malaysia tahun depan. Thank God she finally comes to her senses..lol

Raya kat Middle East ni tak ada la best mana pun..pasal org arab ni semua tak celebrate Aidilfitri besar-besaran macam kita kat Malaysia. Tapi dapat jugak la kitorg makan makanan raya pasal my mother masa kuah kacang, rendang and nasi impit..ketupat (my favorite) and lemang je tak ada =(  Although I don't like lemang tapi hari raya kalau tak ada lemang tu macam tak complete..am I right? Around tengah hari, kawan my mother datang rumah beraya. She's an egyptian..dia datang the whole family..and dia bawak kuih raya orang arab. Dapat la merasa..kalau nak beli mahal gila okie! 1kg can cost you around 100++ Riyal..can u imagine how expensive it is? 1kg boleh dapat berapa ketul la sangat. Gila!!

Petang raya kitorg pegi rumah kawan my parents. It was okie lah..bosan jugak actually..hehe..since semua nya orang tua and kids, tak ada budak yang around my age pun =( tak dapat la nak buat kawan pun. Raya di rumah Malaysian kat sini bukan nya dapat duit raya pun..huhuh..kedekut!! Even my brother yang kecik ni pun tak dapat duit raya. Pasal orang arab kalau beraya memang tak bagi duit raya pun..agak nya diorg ikut style orang sini kot. Apa-apa pun I just can't wait to celebrate raya next year kat Malaysia..balik kampung!!! Yeay!!! So here are the pictures on first day of raya...ada banyak lagi but I'm too lazy nak upload semua.

we were perfect, but what happened?

You talk to me,
And my heart skips five beats,
This overwhelming feeling of happiness washes over me,
I feel like I can do anything,
And no other has ever made me feel this way,
I get your text at night,
And a huge smile creeps on my face,
Making me look like I’m smiling like an idiot,
We know each other so well,
Almost better than I know myself,
Those small comments,
And meaningless statements,
Are the things we remember about each other.

We’d text until 3 am,
Not even talking about a direct subject,
Just random thoughts,
That just flowed out,
And felt so natural to talk to,
And easy to start any conversation with,
There was never a dull moment,
Always laughter from your humor,
And excitement with every word that would come from you,
My best memories are with you,
Are yours with me?
I remember it all,
Do you remember it too?
Or is it just me trying to not let you go,
And holding onto everything I possibly can,
Because I'm scared to let you go,
No one is you,
And could never take your spot,
My heart is with you,
And will be until you open your eyes,
And you’ll see it’s right with you,
Where it belongs,
Where is should always stay,
Because from August on,
It was always yours,
You just never knew,
But I know you’ll come back,
To where you belong,
And that’s right here with me,
You’ll kiss me through the phone,
And we’ll catch the love bug again.

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin

Hey guys... 

I would like to sincerely take this opportunity to wish all the Muslim SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. I know I've hurt so many people throughout the year but I'm just a human being that makes a lot of mistakes in life. I hope that everyone can forgive me and I've forgiven you long before you ask for forgiveness...let's start new chapter and move on with our life. I hope that you guys will enjoy and have fun balik kampung celebrating this very special day with your family and friends. 


with ♥

TARRA KAMAL

Long Distance Relationship

First of all I would like to say, NEXT WEEK DAH RAYA...yeay!! I've been busy helping mom baking cookies (kuih-kuih Melayu), tapi takde rupa macam kuih Melayu sebab takde acuan untuk buat shape dia..so rupa dia macam kuih mat salleh lah..ada bentuk squirrel, bear, bla bla bla...rasa macam nak Christmas saje. However, I'm not really excited because most of my family and relatives are in Malaysia..I'm currently in Middle East visiting my parents. I bet pagi raya ada orang akan 'melalak' and habis banjir rumah! =(   Enough talking about raya..it makes me sad..

Well, today is the 3rd week of September and it's almost 2month I'm in Middle East. I've been spending my time at home watching TV, surfing on the internet, play games, chatting with my loved ones & friends, berjalan ke hulu ke hilir with my family. Thanks to technology these days we are able to keep in touch with each other =) I just can't wait to go back to Malaysia to meet everyone especially my grandparents, my crazy n loving aunt, my sweetheart, and my friends. We've been together for 4year and this is the first time we got separated for quite a long period..5month to be exact (July-December). To be honest, I'm kinda scared and worried..I mean anything can happen within a minute, right? Inikan pulak 5bulan =/ I know he's worried and sad too..tapi biasa lah lelaki kan? =p Before i leave, he said to me not to worry everything will be okie and he will be waiting for me and I trust him..lagi pun before I leave, pagi tu dah dapat berita tergempaq from 'ehem ehem' (cannot tell)..and I feel so relief and ready to leave with positive thoughts in my head =p

Walaupun dah penuh dah semua positive thoughts dalam kepala otak ni, worried tu tetap ada. But I know that long distance relationship requires extremely strong trust, commitment, guidelines and communication. It's not easy and requires a strong promise between you and your partner. Trust is an important thing to maintain the relationship because lack of trust can damage the wonderful relationships. As i said, I've been spending most of my time at home, while he is busy with his classes and stuff..but we try to keep in touch daily by chatting and sms. So far, alhamdulillah..everything went well..we are still together and counting days to see each other =)  I miss hanging out with him, have breakfast/lunch/dinner together, holding hands, hug him, kacau dia, bla bla bla..like any other normal couple would do..

for the one i loved

What i gonna do just to be with you

All the happiness that i just found in you

All the smile, hope you’d bring

Always stays inside of me..

and now that you’re gone so far

Hoping someday we’ll be together

An endless night to stay with you forever..

Regret

Have you ever done something
That as lead to regret
Or hurt someone
You have only just met

I know what it’s like
And I feel really bad
If I’m talking about you
Please don’t be mad

I’m really sorry
For what I have done
You can hurt me
And hit me like a drum

As long as you forgive me
I guess I’ll be okay
And if you don’t want me around
I’ll be out of your way

Leopard...ggrrrriiaww!!

Last Thursday (3th September) I went shopping for this coming raya...and I saw this leopard printed sneakers and totally in love with it! Unfortunately, I didn't buy it and everybody keep on telling me that I should have bought it..huhu...i feel soooo bad!! Regret!! Menyesalnya!! Kenapa la aku bodoh sangat tak beli kasut tu...

Nak dijadikan cerita,on Friday night we went out again for shopping. And dapat jugak jumpa kasut tu..and tinggal last pair!! Omg!! Nasib dapat and its my size..kalau tidak menyesal tak sudah.

This is the shoes I'm talking about..what do you guys think?