Salam Aidiladha

Eid Mubarak to all Muslim around the world. May Allah bless all of us and, may the blessings of Allah lighten up our way, lead us to happiness and peace.

I'm sure everybody is having a great time with family and relatives. Unfortunately, I have to stay at home doing my thesis and other assignments -_- Tak apa lah..sabar Tarra, sabar..ni last.

But one thing yang best and make my day is the food. Oh dapat makan nasi impit, kuah kacang..lontong, lemang semua ada. You name it! Perut kenyang and happy, hati pun manyak senang and happy =p Bila perut dah kenyang, mengantuk lah jadinya...
Even Junior pun sleepy =p Look how cute my baby is..he's such a sweetheart. Oh and not to forget sangat naughty.

i MISS them

David Foster & Friends

Last Saturday (22/10) my boyfriend and I went to  David Foster & Friends concert. It was superbly amazing. Amazing I tell ya!

As you all know Ashanti, Charice, Russel Watson, Philip Bailey and Michael Bolton was performing that night.

I have to say, I'm quite surprised when I heard Ashanti sing in live concert. I mean, selalu kalau hip hop/R&B singer mana boleh nyanyi live sangat. She has a great voice. But not as great as Charice. My God that girl punya suara..fuh!! Memang hebat. Amazing.

To be honest, I don't even know who Russel Watson is, tapi suara dia sebiji macam Andrea Bocelli. He's quite a funny guy. He's good in communicating and entertaining the audience. Charice not so much. I can see that she's a shy person. I don't blame her, she's new. Lama-lama okay lah kot..cewah! Siap bagi comment, macam terrer =p

Philip Bailey is my boyfriend's favorite..hehe. He was so excited when David Foster welcomed Philip Bailey to the stage. He even asked me to record his performance, and I did. My boyfriend loooooves Earth, Wind & Fire. Me? Not so much, but I love their songs though. Ada jugak lagu-lagu diorang yang best.

Michael Bolton blew me away his with amazing voice. Oh my God! Cair dengar. He sang 4 of his songs, which is my all time favorite songs; How Am I Supposed To Live Without You, When A Man Loves A Woman, Georgia On My Mind, To Love Somebody.  At the end of the concert, he sang Prayers with Charice.

p/s: sorry gambar tak banyak sebab banyak tak clear..boohoo!! Oh and dua gambar dekat ni ambil dari orang lain..hehe =p

Say Goodbye

If I seem distant, Baby I am
Words are like scissors in your hands
And there's no script to follow
So I just close my eyes
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

I feel just like an actress
Up on the stage
I can't believe
What I'm hearing myself say
And the porch light is my spotlight
So I play along with this life
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

Did you ever love me?
Does it even matter?
Did you even notice the whole world shatter?
I just want to hold you 'til you know I'm sorry
But I just keep it all inside
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

My heart feels like a circus
It's to much to take in
It's hard to lose love
But you were my best friend

So I walk this high wire 
Alone tonight
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye


** i love this song..very meaningful..

did I get my David Foster concert tickets?

..................Yes!!! Thanks to my boyfriend, we finally got the tickets!!! Yeay!!!

I'm a happy girl =)

Sexy isn't it?

kisah bulan oktober

Alhamdulillah, I am now in my final year and final semester. I'm so excited, can't wait to complete my degree and start working. I've been super duper busy with my assignments and thesis. Currently I'm working hard doing my work. Ya Allah! I am mentally and physically exhausted. But it's okay, ni last seksaan in studies =p cewaah!! Insyaallah =)

Yesterday seems like food fest (Saturday, 15/10) =p Around 2-ish we had family lunch at Pizza vs Satay Subang, hosted by my uncle to expressed his appreciation for the support and prayers for the well being. All the aunts and uncles cakap-cakap lah pasal wedding Syazana, and suddenly someone bersuara tanya who will be the next in line..my aunt dengan confident nya mention my name. Oh God! Habis lah..kena lah 'interview' and kena sakat. Kena sakat boleh tahan lagi, kena 'interview' tu yang tak tahan tu.

Malam pulak, my family had a small BBQ..just the 6 of us at home +  my nephew who came from Manjung. Man i ate a lot yesterday..LOL. It was one hell of a fun and yummylicious BBQ. Happy me! =)

Oh guess what? David Foster is coming to Malaysia next week on Saturday (22/10)!!!! Woohoooo!!!!! My boyfriend and I decided to go to the concert. Both of us loooooove David Foster's songs. Oh my God!! I'm so excited!!! =p

And the best part is, both of us haven't bought the ticket yet -_- My boyfriend just found out about the concert last night, however I already knew about it about a month ago. But I didn't tell him because I'm kinda busy with my assignments and stuff, so ingat tak pergi lah kot sebab weekend nak duduk rumah buat assignment..tapi sebab semalam dia cakap dia nak pergi sangat and I sendiri pun nak pergi sangat, so I decided to go =p Tapi ticket tak beli lagi!! =/ Hopefully ada lagi ticket. Dapat duduk belakang pun tak apa lah.

LOL

isn't this sweet?

It's really sweet and romantic.
Although she's out of shape because of the pregnancy, but I think it's sexy. Not because she's half naked but to me being pregnant is sexy..well it depends how you carry yourself jugak. Some people can be very selekeh, so tak ada lah dia nampak cantik or sexy.
Yes yes I know pelik kan? Why would I think pregnant people sexy. And I know people will start wondering "what the hell is she thinking?? Being pregnant is sexy??"
Oh well, I don't care what other people think. Mata saya, tu apa yang saya rasa..its just how I look at it. There's nothing you people or myself can do about it.
And I think you will definitely feel sexy if your husband kiss your belly with his baby inside =p *blush*

p/s: Don't be surprised if you ever heard a man saying that his wife looks so beautiful or even sexy during her pregnancy ;)

Happy Birthday Mummy!!!

Happy Birthday to my gorgeous mummy!!! May Allah bless you and pour you love and happiness...and may you have a sweet and joyful life ahead. I love you so much mummy. You're the best and the coolest mother in the world. Thank you for everything and I'm so grateful to have you as my mother.

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!!!!!

Time flies so fast and before you know it, the month of  Ramadhan will soon come to an end.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin, forgive me for any of my wrong doing, whether I did it intentionally or unintentionally..ya? =) I wish everyone a joyful and blessed celebration. And for those yang nak balik kampung, may you have a safe journey back to your hometown.

XOXOX

beautiful thief

Hari Raya is just around the corner and the parents decided to celebrate Raya here in KL. Everybody are here (the grandparents and cuzzie).

Today I went out shopping with mummy, my siblings, nephew, aunt and cuzzie..haaa meriah kan? Daddy was out early in the morning with his twin brother, so basically today hari ibu-ibu bawak anak-anak shopping =p

After months of searching a black flat shoes, finally jumpa jugak!! I already have a suede black flat shoes but dah buruk sikit sebab almost everyday pakai and selalu sangat kena hujan. Dah la suede, kena hujan pulak kan? Haaa..masak!! =/

Anyhoos, while I was busy searching for the size of my shoes, there's a girl caught my attention. She's acting really weird and suspicious. Automatically I stop searching for my shoes, and started looking at her pulak =p That girl berdiri dekat dinding di celah-celah dengan tempat baju-baju semua bergantung, sibuk mencari baju. Dalam hati I was wondering why would she stands dekat celah-celah tu? Dah lah sempit, badan dia pulak besar..kenapa susahkan diri mencari baju sampai macam tu sekali? Kenapa tak cari baju macam orang lain?.....Which is duduk kt depan baju tu and look for the baju. Pelik. And dia pulak keep on looking at another baju and plastic bag, both ada kat tangan dia. She probably thought nobody is looking at her, so dia pun terus lah masukkan baju yang ada kat tangan dia dalam plastic bag tu and leave the boutique.

OMG!!!

I was sooo shocked. That is my first ever experienced tengok orang mencuri baju. Shocking. Right after I saw her stole the clothes, I try cari staff boutique to and report about the incident, tapi tak sempat sebab that girl dah keluar. I rasa kalau report pun bukan diorang akan dapat tangkap dia. Dia dah keluar. Somehow dalam hati I think she'll be back. Then I told my sister, "kejap lagi mesti dia masuk balik sebab nak curi baju lain pulak". And guess what? I was right. After 10-15minutes she came back and duduk kat port yang sama and curi another 2clothes. So the second time I pergi lah report. Tapi that girl memang laju lah mencuri baju. Seriously cepat gila dia buat kerja dia! Macam dah biasa saja..hurmm... *wondering*

If any of you guys tengok that girl pun, you guys will be shocked. She is seriously gorgeous. Yes she's huge and fat, but she has a gorgeous face. She's mixed (tak sure dia melayu ke bukan, but definitely mixed mat saleh). Nak kata dia tak ada duit, hurmm..based from her appearance tak nampak pulak macam dia tu tak berduit. Pakai baju, sandal and handbag cantik-cantik. Hurmmm....orang cantik, tapi suka mencuri....? And again....shocking.

Until now I can't stop thinking about her and wondering why would she do that? Kenapa tak beli? Tak ada duit ke? Or just for the fun of it? And I started to wonder if barang yang dia pakai tadi tu semua hasil curi ke beli sendiri..?

6th years

Time sure passes extremely fast and it's hard to believe that 6years have gone by. It feels like we just started dating..and today we have officially been dating for 6years.

HAPPY 6th ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!!!!!

Knowing you will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful

dining table

Taadaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

So this is the dining table that I talked about in my previous post. What do you guys think? It's huge right? 

super duper rajin dad

Today would be the 7th day of spring cleaning..phew!!! I'm exhausted!! It's all daddy's idea.

Poor daddy, he's even more exhausted than all of us because he's been doing it for 7days. I have to say this is the first time ever in my life my dad mengemas rumah sampai seven days straight. Punya lah semangat mengemas, Tuhan saja yang tahu. Every single furniture in this house (termasuklah yang berat-berat dan yang besar-besar) dia tarik and tolak lah bagai semata-mata nak cuci belakang furniture tu. Adeh! Can you imagine how dusty and tiring it is? He even helped me clean up my room..aaauuwww =') Thank you babah!!!! *muahxxx* Tapi, there're certain days that I couldn't help him because me and my mom have to run some errands. My brother? Don't bother asking, he's only 12 years old and all he cares about is only playing with his PS3. Oh well, I'm not surprised with his rajin-ness sebab dia selalu macam ni every time dekat-dekat nak raya.

Currently, I am so in love with my house..LOL. Seriously! My house looks more spacious since some of the things we've thrown away and give away. The best part of the day is daddy's new dining table has arrived on the afternoon. It is huge I tell ya!! Mula-mula my mom and I kinda disagree with his decision to buy the dining table, but he insist on buying jugak sebab dia suka sangat dengan meja makan tu..so there's nothing we can say or do about it. Now if you ask me what do I think about the dining table, I would say...I love it!!! =p

I don't have the picture of the dining table, but I will take a picture of it and upload it soon =)

I want 'em all!!!!!! 

♥ 'em

Ramadhan

Hello peeps!!

How's everyone doing?

First and foremost, I would like to wish everyone Selamat Berpuasa!!! =) I know it's kinda late since today is the 20th day of Ramadhan..but what the heck, it's better late than never, right?

My parents and brother are here in Malaysia. They came back to Malaysia middle of last month. It's good to have them back here with me, I really missed them!

Ramadhan with the family was great so far. And guess what? This is the first time ever I've cooked during Ramadhan, kinda proud of myself..LOL =p Memasak sendiri ya, bukan menolong orang lain memasak. I've cooked 3 dishes on different day: chicken soup, paprik daging and goulash (my signature dish..ceewah!!)

This whole week had been a tiring and fun week for me.  Let me tell you why:

My dad decided to do some spring cleaning (2 days of spring cleaning I tell ya). Phew! Penat!! Every single corner of the house kitorang cuci. Rasa macam pindah masuk rumah baru, super duper clean wei!! LOL ;p

On Wednesday (17/8) went out for iftar with the boyfriend and MMU gang at Sunway Pyramid. We also celebrated Kafy's birthday. It was good to see all of them as I haven't seen them for few months. It was fun, we had a blast.

Yesterday (19/8) I went to Cosy House for iftar with my girlfriends. Gosh, I haven't seen them for so long and I missed them so much. Unfortunately, Shida and Iqa couldn't join us..boohoo!!

For the past 20days everything has been good to me. I hope it remain good to me until end of this year (please oh please God). Amin. And now, I am looking forward for next week to come. I really hope that the boyfriend have the time for us next week. Amin.

Nobody's Perfect

When I'm nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone, anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up
Yeah, I forget about the consequences
For a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned
I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around

'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect, no

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would've crossed that line
I should of kept it between us
But, no, I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh
So I sit and I realize
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned
I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect

I'm not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you, oh
I'm not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you, yeah

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect, no
I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect, yeah, yeah, whoa

Don't tell me, don't tell
Don't tell me you can't forgive me
No, no, no, no
'Cause nobody's perfect, no

baby daddy

Aaawwww....aren't they adorable? I'm totally in love with Cam Gigandet the first time I saw him in Twillight.

He's hot!!! And he looks even hotter in this picture. Would like to have this kind of guy to be my baby daddy. Come on, look at him...definitely a good father, probably a good husband/boyfriend (dunno whether he's married or not)..I mean he's willing to help his wife/girlfriend to babysit their child..right? lol =p 

It may not be a big deal to you people but I find it hard to find a guy that willing to help their spouse to babysit their own child, wake up middle of the night to feed the baby, change diapers, etc... Seriously susah!!

I really hope I get a good husband that willing to help me taking care of the baby, wash their poo poo, wake up middle of the night to feed the baby when I'm too tired to wake up, etc =)

Is it true that......

Rescuing Hug

Twin girls, Brielle and Kyrie, were born 12 weeks ahead of their due date. Needing intensive care, they were placed in separate incubators.

Kyrie began to gain weight and her health stabilized. But Brielle, born only 2 lbs, had trouble breathing, heart problems and other complications. She was not expected to live.
Their nurse did everything she could to make Brielle’s health better, but nothing she did was helping her. With nothing else to do, their nurse went against hospital policy and decided to place both babies in the same incubator.

She left the twin girls to sleep and when when she returned she found a sight she could not believe. She called all the nurses and doctors and this is what they saw (refer to the picture above).

As Brielle got closer to her sister, Kyrie put her small little arm around her, as if to hug and support her sister. From that moment on, Brielle’s breathing and heart rate stabilized and her health became normal.

From then on, they decided to keep both babies together, because when they were together they kept each other alive.


(source: my cousin's blog)

BB freaks!

I have to admit that I am a BlackBerry Freaks. The day my dad bought me my first hand-phone, it has been stuck with me or should I say glued in my hand 24/7. I just can't stop texting and replying every SMS that I get from my friends (itu dulu...hehe..).

Can you imagine how 'bad' it is now? I feel like I've been hypnotize by the BB..LOL. Ever since I'm using BB, I just can't stop playing around with it. I will go through the application world and try to find whatever applications that caught my eyes and download 'em. I have to say BB is FUN!! Its the best phone ever!! You can always on your Facebook, Twitter, BBM, YM, MSN, download new themes or games, etc. My BB is always in my hand even though I have no SMS, BBM or tweets to reply. I would go completely nuts if I don't have my BB with me or if the battery running dry.

I'm not the only one got hypnotize by BB, my boyfriend too. Whenever we see each other, there will ALWAYS be a time where we totally ignore each other because we are too busy playing with our BB. Oh and not to forget, he will always make me talk to myself. I will go "sayang, bla bla bla...." then he'll say "huh? what? what did you say? sorry I tak dengar." Sometimes I seriously feel like I wanna smack him. SERIOUSLY.

Now you see how BB has take over my life..oh and his life too..LOL.

Hello Hello...it's May!!!

Wow, its already May? How time flies so fast.

Hello guys... So I've been MIA for 2months & 1day, and no I didn't count, I just realized that my last post was on March 14th and today is May 15th..so yes its 2months & 1day..ngee =D

So many things have happened.......

Grandma is here!! She's been here since May 3rd with grandpa, but grandpa have to go back 2days after that because he got work to do. No, he's not working. Ada lah projek dia, hehehe.

My semester break just started 2days ago..yeay!!! I'm glad it is over. It was one hell of a semester. I've been struggled to complete my proposal for my thesis. Its not that hard actually, but the lecturer is making it really hard on us. ALL OF US. The other 2subjects are a lot harder..man, I'm glad that I'm still alive..LOL.

End of this month my boyfriend and I are going for holiday with his friends and the girls. I'm sooo excited!!!!!!! It's gonna be fun, fun, fun!!!!!!!

Last Thursday (May 12th, 2011) someone and her gang has created a drama. Well, that shows that someone is soo bloody bored with her life. Yelah, she's been married for years, jobless with no kids, only her laptop, siblings and her mother as her bestfriend. She doesn't know the truth behind the whole situation, and yet she's making her own conclusion and bash people in Facebook. The rest of her gang pun kesian, all they do is work work work, the other one is work work work, being a slut slut slut.  You and your gang seriously don't have the guts to come straight to people and tell them right in the face kan? Cakap belakang pandai. She finally know the real story, then what happen? Senyap. Malu kan bila main assumed je? I bet she go and tell the whole gang that the other person called her and confronted her. But somehow I got a feeling she wont be telling the whole story, she probably tukar-tukar sikit, yelah takkan nak memalukan diri sendiri cerita kat orang dia kena maki ye tak? Grow up people!!! Dah tua, kubur dah panggil mari, act like a grown up will ya?!! Otak jangan letak kat bontot boleh? Kata graduate in US lah bagai with a successful career, being a rich house wife and  a high-class waitress..then guna lah otak tu sikit. Its okie, what goes around comes around right? Allah tu Maha Besar. I saw someone post this quote in Twitter, says "There's no need for revenge. Those who hurt you will eventually screw up themselves and if you're lucky, God will let you watch." Yes oh yes, I'm 110% agree with it. Let Allah do His job.

What the hell is this?!! A clothes or spider webs? I love fashion, but this is just........ugly, ridiculous, inappropriate and weird. All blend in one.

Don't

Don't try to change me.
Because someday I will change.
People change.
I'm still young.
I just wanna live my life to the fullest.
Let me do what ever I want, as long as I don't cross the line.
Let me be myself.
Don't try to change me.
Don't tell me what I can and can't do.
Don't try to change my style, how I dress up.
Don't try to change me to become someone who I am not.
Don't.
This is who I am from the beginning, this is who I will always be.
But I do believe in changes.
When the time has come, I will definitely change.
Definitely.

am i ready?

It all started in 2009. I was in Middle East. Love the country, but.....ah, nevermind. Anyway, in Middle East (depends on what country are you) all female must wear hijab. ITS A MUST. They look so beautiful, the arbaya..masya'allah!! Jangan dikenang. Gorgeous!! The minute I landed in that country, I was surrounded with all the local people (duh, obviously!), they're all wearing arbaya and hijab..and so, I fell in love with the arbaya. I told myself that one day when I'm ready I wanna wear exactly like that. I went nuts every time I saw arbaya boutique. Mummy and daddy bought me arbaya and recently Jim's mum bought me one from Mekkah  =) sangat happy okie!!

So back to the title. Damn! This is hard for me to say. Okie...*take a deep breath* Since end of last year, I can't stop asking myself when am I going to cover up and I can't stop looking at shawls. I have no idea how or why all of the sudden hati tu terdetik sampai macam tu sekali. At the same time I ask myself, "Are you ready Tarra? Or is it just a hunch? Because a hunch is not good enough. You will end up bukak tutup bukak tutup just like others". I hate to say this but its true. Now days ramai perempuan suka pakai bukak pakai bukak tudung..I'm not saying semua but kebanyakkan. Get what I'm saying? I don't wanna be like them. Hell no!! Kalau dah tutup, means tutup terus. I've told my mum about it, she said she'll be happy if I'm ready to cover up and she even remind me not to take it off if I decide to wear hijab. Hurmmm....I feel like telling my boyfriend about this, actually I was about to tell him yesterday during our lunch..but, saya segan. LOL...pelikkan? Benda ni pun nak segan. I dunno. Takut dia terkejut beruk pulak..LOL. Haih...Ya Allah..tak tahu lah =/

Until now I still don't have the answer. I'm still in the stage of confusion. I don't know what I actually feel. I'm still searching for the answer. I hope one day Allah SWT will give me the answer to my question. Amin.

Wait..why the hell did I start writing about this??? Haih..bosan ke apa ni? Hurmm...tak apa lah, dah tulis panjang-panjang baru sekarang nak realized. Oh well, its not like there are people reading my blog..kan? =p  

it was like.....woooaah!!

Something happened today..should I say interesting things happened? Its definitely a good thing but there's one thing happened that makes me feel so touched and shocked. I never thought it will happen this fast, but I do know it will soon happen in the future. Will get use to it although I do feel a little bit awkward..hehe.

At the end of this wonderful day, I received a gift. Its touches my heart. Looking forward to 'use' it. Thank you so much =)

Cinderella's castle. Oooowh....it reminds me of my childhood years. Blissful years.
I have a polly pocket of Cinderella's castle. Eh wait, where's the polly pocket eyk??? Damn!!

end of chapter 2, let's start with chapter 3

Its 12:02 a.m. and I still can't sleep and I should have been sleeping by now because I have class tomorrow morning at 9 a.m. Tarra, Tarra..you definitely gonna have a hard time waking up tomorrow. Mummy always remind me to sleep early, she said "you look like a panda"..LOL. I'm sorry mummy but I can't =(  I used to sleep early, but ever since I finished my diploma started to sleep around 3 or 4 a.m. Shouldn't have make it as a 'habit' (I don't think habit is the right word..LOL)

Enough with the sleeping disorder. So, what's new.......?

Well, my new semester started on early February. My result just came out yesterday (3rd March 2011) and I pass with flying color...yeay me!!! I was so nervous to get my result because I'm having difficult time doing the Financial Management report. Its one hell of a report I tell ya!! Susah sangat!! Furthermore I really hate anything that got to do with finance. Alhamdulillah I pass. I got B. I know, I know..B is not something you should be proud of. But I feel so relief and bersyukur sangat, feels like the burden has been thrown away from me.

That's the end of Chapter 2 (year 2)

Move on to Chapter 3 (year 3 - Final Year).

Dang!!! I can't believe I'm in final year. Yeay!!! LOL.. Sangat risau, nervous and excited to start doing my thesis. Lepas tu habis belajar. I just can't wait to finish my study and start working. Yes I know working life is tougher than being a student. Many people been telling me and complaining how hard and tough work can be. People back-stab you just to get to the top, people envy you, if you're unlucky you will work with crazy people,etc. Honestly, I'm scared listening to all those story, but life must go on. Takkan nak hidup as a student and semua nya depends on duit parents. My sister's friend is now 30 years old and he is still studying, not working and still depends on his father. He's been changing courses and colleges..how pathetic is that???? 

Okie, now its already 12:27 a.m. I should go to sleep now..nanti susah nak bangun. Good night peeps!! ;)

hurmm.....jealous ke??

I love reading other people blog, but that doesn't mean I'm a stalker. Its fun reading about people experiences and stories, I mean tak semua orang experience the same thing..betul tak? So anyway, some of my friends suka upload picture of them and their boyfriend in their blog or facebook. From the title of my blog sounds like I'm jealous..kan? Okie fine..I do admit I am jealous of them. Bukan jealous or dengki pasal diorang happy or the boyfriend is handsome ke apa (we are happy together, I have nothing to complain about), but I'm jealous sebab diorang ada banyak collection gambar diorang berdua. I would love to have those kind of picture of me and my boyfriend (ada collection gambar kitorang, tapi tak banyak, tak sampai ratus agak nya). Unfortunately, I guess that wont be happening..because my boyfriend doesn't like people to take his picture (ada reason dia) tapi dia suka ambil gambar orang (he's a freelance photographer) but jarang ambil gambar saya (bukan tak pernah, tapi jarang) sebabnya camera berat and malas nak bawak jalan-jalan and tak suka pakai camera phone pasal quality tak bagus (noted - al maklum lah, pro photographer). Geram? Yes. Tapi saya ada banyak collection gambar dia, sebab saya suka ambil gambar dia, I think he's cute (saya sorang saja nampak dia cute, other people probably don't see him the way I do, so I don't care what you guys think). I'm not surprise if kitorang kahwin nanti plan nak buat slideshow about us tak ada gambar yang nak guna or nak tunjuk kat anak-anak (kalau lah ada jodoh) or for me to go through the memory lane bila dah tua nanti (cewah!! =p), sebab memang tak banyak gambar kitorang together. How sad!

i miss you guys so much