Tuesday, October 12, 2010
watch your mouth young lady!!
Today, I said something that I've shouldn't said and I actually hurt this person's feeling which I seriously didn't mean to do so. I totally take it literally by what this person had said to me. The blame is on me. It was my fault. I think too much, I worried too much (its all based from personal experience..well actually other people punya experience,someone very close to me). I'm just worried that the same thing might happen to me. I shouldn't be thinking that way, I should have known it better. Why can't I just let it go with the flow? Why can't I learn to accept it as it is and let the nature take its course? Why am I making it complicated? I blame myself for what just happened, and I also blame this one guy (you can keep on guessing but I still wont tell you guys who the guy is, what's our connection, etc.) Whatever it is, I hope this person will forgive me (I know this person already forgive me but doubt dia akan forget) and I hope our friendship will always remain the same. Much ♥
Monday, October 11, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Happy Anniversary
When I first met you all those years ago,
I fell in love so fast, I knew right then,
You were the one and only one for me,
I'd never have to look for love again.
Each anniversary finds us happier,
You are my light, my moon, my star, my sun.
You show me what real love is all about,
You fill my life with pleasure, joy and fun.
As time goes by, our love grows stronger still,
You're the most amazing man I ever knew,
I prize our anniversaries because
each year I fall in love again with you.
oh how exciting!!
September is around the corner..yeay!!! My parents are coming back to Malaysia early of next month for Hari Raya Aidilfitri..how exciting!! We haven't seen each other for 8months. My house (its actually their house) gonna be really messy with they hugeeeee (i mean really huge) luggage, kekecohan confirm akan melanda and I'm definitely gonna have a very very very busy schedule besides going to class..since my new semester starts on the week of raya, how sad!! *sigh* Tak sabarnya nak jumpa diorang & balik kampung!!! Oh and I'm looking forward for mom or dad to send to me college..hehe..terasa macam budak sekolah pergi balik ada orang hantar and tak payah la susah payah cari parking dalam campus tu for a month. *jumping up & down*
My grandparents are in KL (since 2days before puasa) and this weekend they're going back to kampung, since raya dah nak dekat..diorang balik awal sebab nak buat preparation for raya since all of us nak balik raya kat kampung..yeay!! I know I sound so damn excited macam orang tak pernah balik kampung..mana tak nya, last year raya kat Middle East, ni lah jadinya. Even mom sounds excited..well dia tak ada lah tunjuk how excited she is like I do..but I know that she is because macam-macam kuih and cake she ordered, she even plan to have BBQ at my grandparents house and invited semua sedara-mara yang ada kat sana.
My grandparents are in KL (since 2days before puasa) and this weekend they're going back to kampung, since raya dah nak dekat..diorang balik awal sebab nak buat preparation for raya since all of us nak balik raya kat kampung..yeay!! I know I sound so damn excited macam orang tak pernah balik kampung..mana tak nya, last year raya kat Middle East, ni lah jadinya. Even mom sounds excited..well dia tak ada lah tunjuk how excited she is like I do..but I know that she is because macam-macam kuih and cake she ordered, she even plan to have BBQ at my grandparents house and invited semua sedara-mara yang ada kat sana.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
its happening..again.
It's been a hell of a week for me. Nooo...it's not about my classes. This semester went very well. This time, its something personal. Nooo...its not a family matters.
It all started on the 1st of July and last Sunday. On the 1st July, this p***a is making me feel all guilty and uneasy with the whole situation. I'm really pissed with what happened. Oh my God!! I really hate this guy. Suddenly I feel like he's taking advantage on this person. This person means alot to me. I love her and care for her so much. "Only God knows how much I love you."
However, last Sunday I posted something on my facebook status, and from the look of her face, I knew she is really pissed. I don't feel regret or guilty posting it, but I feel sad and hurt. I was just trying to make her realize that she's making a mistake for being with this guy. The most shocking part is, she's like a different person now. She's totally ignoring me for someone that is not related to her. I dunno what's on her mind actually. I just don't want her to get hurt, that's all. She probably think I'm jealous or something. Oh please!! I am not!! "I just want you to be happy and be with a better person..seriously, you deserve better."
Anyway, this p***a I'm talking about, already have a girlfriend and yes, my dear friend knows that her so-called-boyfriend is taken. She once told me that this guy makes her happy and not a hypocrite. Just because he's being honest with you that he has a girlfriend, doesn't mean he's a good and honest guy. Let just say he dumb he's girlfriend just to be with you, he can still did the same thing to you for another girl..right? I just hope one day she will realize it..or may be not??? They are the 'on and off couple'...for 3 4 times kot..if I'm not mistaken. Don't you get tired?????? 3 4 times break up and make up?? Tak penat ke???? This kind of relationship will never work and will never last.
It's been 5days already, still we haven't spoke to each other. Although we rarely spend time with each other, but we always there for each other. I really miss her so much. I feel so sad and empty. I hope things will go back to the way it was.
It all started on the 1st of July and last Sunday. On the 1st July, this p***a is making me feel all guilty and uneasy with the whole situation. I'm really pissed with what happened. Oh my God!! I really hate this guy. Suddenly I feel like he's taking advantage on this person. This person means alot to me. I love her and care for her so much. "Only God knows how much I love you."
However, last Sunday I posted something on my facebook status, and from the look of her face, I knew she is really pissed. I don't feel regret or guilty posting it, but I feel sad and hurt. I was just trying to make her realize that she's making a mistake for being with this guy. The most shocking part is, she's like a different person now. She's totally ignoring me for someone that is not related to her. I dunno what's on her mind actually. I just don't want her to get hurt, that's all. She probably think I'm jealous or something. Oh please!! I am not!! "I just want you to be happy and be with a better person..seriously, you deserve better."
Anyway, this p***a I'm talking about, already have a girlfriend and yes, my dear friend knows that her so-called-boyfriend is taken. She once told me that this guy makes her happy and not a hypocrite. Just because he's being honest with you that he has a girlfriend, doesn't mean he's a good and honest guy. Let just say he dumb he's girlfriend just to be with you, he can still did the same thing to you for another girl..right? I just hope one day she will realize it..or may be not??? They are the 'on and off couple'...for 3 4 times kot..if I'm not mistaken. Don't you get tired?????? 3 4 times break up and make up?? Tak penat ke???? This kind of relationship will never work and will never last.
It's been 5days already, still we haven't spoke to each other. Although we rarely spend time with each other, but we always there for each other. I really miss her so much. I feel so sad and empty. I hope things will go back to the way it was.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
twenty three
On 9th July I've turned 23 years old. Damn!! 23 eyk?
Anyway, on my birthday my boyfriend took me out for dinner at Victoria Station in Ampang. Sorry guys, no pictures..yang ada pun muka dia je. Gambar birthday girl is in his BB. It was a lovely dinner. Thank you so much sayang!!
On the 10th I had dinner with my 2 friends and my boyfriend. It supposed to be 7 of us, but 3 of them can't make it. *sob sob* We had dinner at Tupai-Tupai. We had steamboat, since budak-budak ni semua nak makan steamboat and Nadia said the steamboat memang best. And guess what? Tak best langsung!!!! The place was okie la, ala ala kampung style, but the service is really bad. Kelam kabut gila waitress and waiter kat situ. The food? From the scale 1-10, I'll give them 3. Makanan situ tak banyak choice if you compare it to Johnny's. The soup pun tak berapa sedap, tapi yang peliknya ramai orang. If you did not make a reservation, senang cerita, balik sudeyh!! =p I told my friends, after this if you guys wanna have steamboat, just go to Johnny's. Puas hati and perut. Oh I almost forgot, the worst part makan kat situ is, lantai restaurant tu made of wood, so whenever people walks by (kalau dia jalan macam giant) or run, kita pun terhenjut-henjut. There's one time, i yelled at this one boy because he keeps on running back and forth. Okie, I know I sound really mean, but hey aku nak makan. Its not a playground you stupid!! Apa-apa pun thank you so much korang for planning all this and the gift.
Harini pulak, I went out for lunch with my aunt. We had italian food. Sedap!!! Thank you so much Dd. Now, I just can't wait for my parents and brother to come back to Malaysia. Counting days..counting days...... =)
Anyway, on my birthday my boyfriend took me out for dinner at Victoria Station in Ampang. Sorry guys, no pictures..yang ada pun muka dia je. Gambar birthday girl is in his BB. It was a lovely dinner. Thank you so much sayang!!
On the 10th I had dinner with my 2 friends and my boyfriend. It supposed to be 7 of us, but 3 of them can't make it. *sob sob* We had dinner at Tupai-Tupai. We had steamboat, since budak-budak ni semua nak makan steamboat and Nadia said the steamboat memang best. And guess what? Tak best langsung!!!! The place was okie la, ala ala kampung style, but the service is really bad. Kelam kabut gila waitress and waiter kat situ. The food? From the scale 1-10, I'll give them 3. Makanan situ tak banyak choice if you compare it to Johnny's. The soup pun tak berapa sedap, tapi yang peliknya ramai orang. If you did not make a reservation, senang cerita, balik sudeyh!! =p I told my friends, after this if you guys wanna have steamboat, just go to Johnny's. Puas hati and perut. Oh I almost forgot, the worst part makan kat situ is, lantai restaurant tu made of wood, so whenever people walks by (kalau dia jalan macam giant) or run, kita pun terhenjut-henjut. There's one time, i yelled at this one boy because he keeps on running back and forth. Okie, I know I sound really mean, but hey aku nak makan. Its not a playground you stupid!! Apa-apa pun thank you so much korang for planning all this and the gift.
Harini pulak, I went out for lunch with my aunt. We had italian food. Sedap!!! Thank you so much Dd. Now, I just can't wait for my parents and brother to come back to Malaysia. Counting days..counting days...... =)
Friday, March 19, 2010
life
It's been a hell of 2weeks I tell ya'll.
I was sick for almost 2weeks, really sick I tell you..but still I managed to go to class. Jim kata "You ni nak tunjuk kuat sangat"...haaiih la sang boyfriend, kalau ikut hati nak je mc for 3days tapi kerja banyak sangat..I have no choice. The first 3days sakit, I went to the doctor, didn't get mc because the doctor said I'm fine. Few days later I felt so uncomfortable, my head and my eyes hurt really bad and I felt really tired. My body just can't take it anymore. Went to the doctor again (same clinic, different doctor), the doctor check my blood pressure and do blood test...and said he suspected that I might have dengue. The doctor said I have to come again to do blood test.
Ya Allah!! Rasa frust pun ada, nak marah pun ada, nak menangis pun ada..I have alot of assignments to do and he's telling me that I might have dengue?!! The worst part is my parents and my aunt was not around..my parents is in Middle East, my aunt was in Penang outstation. At that time I felt like going to the airport buy the next ticket to Middle East or Penang. But I'm so touched and thankful that I have Jim's mom masa tu. She's a mother kan, so she's being so nice and caring..she offered me to stay at her place so that dia boleh tengok-tengokkan...but unfortunately I can't stay at her place because I have to go to college very early the next morning. Tak larat rasanya nak drive from her house to my college dengan my condition macam tu. Went to the doctor for the third time to do blood test..still suspected dengue. The doctor said, "Come again tomorrow." Haaiiihh...... The next day I went to the clinic after class..and Alhamdulillah the blood test result was okie. Then the doctor said, "Esok you tak payah datang dah." Sumpah lega gila!! But still badan rasa letih sangat-sangat.
Today I feel alot better, even my friend said "Harini u nampak active." Mau tak active sampai boleh jalan kat hall way sambil menari, dah macam orang gila pulak kan...hehehe. Hopefully next week and weeks to come will be a great week for me. Amin!
I was sick for almost 2weeks, really sick I tell you..but still I managed to go to class. Jim kata "You ni nak tunjuk kuat sangat"...haaiih la sang boyfriend, kalau ikut hati nak je mc for 3days tapi kerja banyak sangat..I have no choice. The first 3days sakit, I went to the doctor, didn't get mc because the doctor said I'm fine. Few days later I felt so uncomfortable, my head and my eyes hurt really bad and I felt really tired. My body just can't take it anymore. Went to the doctor again (same clinic, different doctor), the doctor check my blood pressure and do blood test...and said he suspected that I might have dengue. The doctor said I have to come again to do blood test.
Ya Allah!! Rasa frust pun ada, nak marah pun ada, nak menangis pun ada..I have alot of assignments to do and he's telling me that I might have dengue?!! The worst part is my parents and my aunt was not around..my parents is in Middle East, my aunt was in Penang outstation. At that time I felt like going to the airport buy the next ticket to Middle East or Penang. But I'm so touched and thankful that I have Jim's mom masa tu. She's a mother kan, so she's being so nice and caring..she offered me to stay at her place so that dia boleh tengok-tengokkan...but unfortunately I can't stay at her place because I have to go to college very early the next morning. Tak larat rasanya nak drive from her house to my college dengan my condition macam tu. Went to the doctor for the third time to do blood test..still suspected dengue. The doctor said, "Come again tomorrow." Haaiiihh...... The next day I went to the clinic after class..and Alhamdulillah the blood test result was okie. Then the doctor said, "Esok you tak payah datang dah." Sumpah lega gila!! But still badan rasa letih sangat-sangat.
Today I feel alot better, even my friend said "Harini u nampak active." Mau tak active sampai boleh jalan kat hall way sambil menari, dah macam orang gila pulak kan...hehehe. Hopefully next week and weeks to come will be a great week for me. Amin!
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