Hey bloggers I'm back....

Hellooooo people!! *cricket sound*

Okie so I guess it's been almost a year now since my last post. The reason why I stop posting and blocked my blog is because I found out that one of my ex is reading my blog. I know, I know blog memang public boleh baca, but the fact that we have not seen each other for almost 10years and obviously dah memang lost contact, I would rather keep it that way. I don't wanna know anything about him, I really think he shouldn't be bother about me as well. 

It really surprised me when you comment on one of my post dear ex-boyfriend. Yes you, I'm talking to you. Stop giving comment, stop talking to me. Just stop. I heard that you're married now, probably you already have a baby now...so I would suggest if you just focus on your family rather than wasting your time reading your ex's blog nak tau apa perkembangan sekarang, bla bla bla. I'm not trying to be so-called-perasan here, but I am the type of person who doesn't like to be friend with my ex. Not to be arrogant or anything, but I don't see the point of exes become friends. That doesn't work for me. Alright? 

Cheers :)

Salam Aidiladha

Eid Mubarak to all Muslim around the world. May Allah bless all of us and, may the blessings of Allah lighten up our way, lead us to happiness and peace.

I'm sure everybody is having a great time with family and relatives. Unfortunately, I have to stay at home doing my thesis and other assignments -_- Tak apa lah..sabar Tarra, sabar..ni last.

But one thing yang best and make my day is the food. Oh dapat makan nasi impit, kuah kacang..lontong, lemang semua ada. You name it! Perut kenyang and happy, hati pun manyak senang and happy =p Bila perut dah kenyang, mengantuk lah jadinya...
Even Junior pun sleepy =p Look how cute my baby is..he's such a sweetheart. Oh and not to forget sangat naughty.

i MISS them

David Foster & Friends

Last Saturday (22/10) my boyfriend and I went to  David Foster & Friends concert. It was superbly amazing. Amazing I tell ya!

As you all know Ashanti, Charice, Russel Watson, Philip Bailey and Michael Bolton was performing that night.

I have to say, I'm quite surprised when I heard Ashanti sing in live concert. I mean, selalu kalau hip hop/R&B singer mana boleh nyanyi live sangat. She has a great voice. But not as great as Charice. My God that girl punya suara..fuh!! Memang hebat. Amazing.

To be honest, I don't even know who Russel Watson is, tapi suara dia sebiji macam Andrea Bocelli. He's quite a funny guy. He's good in communicating and entertaining the audience. Charice not so much. I can see that she's a shy person. I don't blame her, she's new. Lama-lama okay lah kot..cewah! Siap bagi comment, macam terrer =p

Philip Bailey is my boyfriend's favorite..hehe. He was so excited when David Foster welcomed Philip Bailey to the stage. He even asked me to record his performance, and I did. My boyfriend loooooves Earth, Wind & Fire. Me? Not so much, but I love their songs though. Ada jugak lagu-lagu diorang yang best.

Michael Bolton blew me away his with amazing voice. Oh my God! Cair dengar. He sang 4 of his songs, which is my all time favorite songs; How Am I Supposed To Live Without You, When A Man Loves A Woman, Georgia On My Mind, To Love Somebody.  At the end of the concert, he sang Prayers with Charice.

p/s: sorry gambar tak banyak sebab banyak tak clear..boohoo!! Oh and dua gambar dekat ni ambil dari orang lain..hehe =p

Say Goodbye

If I seem distant, Baby I am
Words are like scissors in your hands
And there's no script to follow
So I just close my eyes
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

I feel just like an actress
Up on the stage
I can't believe
What I'm hearing myself say
And the porch light is my spotlight
So I play along with this life
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

Did you ever love me?
Does it even matter?
Did you even notice the whole world shatter?
I just want to hold you 'til you know I'm sorry
But I just keep it all inside
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

My heart feels like a circus
It's to much to take in
It's hard to lose love
But you were my best friend

So I walk this high wire 
Alone tonight
That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye

That way it won't hurt so much
When we say goodbye


** i love this song..very meaningful..

did I get my David Foster concert tickets?

..................Yes!!! Thanks to my boyfriend, we finally got the tickets!!! Yeay!!!

I'm a happy girl =)

Sexy isn't it?

kisah bulan oktober

Alhamdulillah, I am now in my final year and final semester. I'm so excited, can't wait to complete my degree and start working. I've been super duper busy with my assignments and thesis. Currently I'm working hard doing my work. Ya Allah! I am mentally and physically exhausted. But it's okay, ni last seksaan in studies =p cewaah!! Insyaallah =)

Yesterday seems like food fest (Saturday, 15/10) =p Around 2-ish we had family lunch at Pizza vs Satay Subang, hosted by my uncle to expressed his appreciation for the support and prayers for the well being. All the aunts and uncles cakap-cakap lah pasal wedding Syazana, and suddenly someone bersuara tanya who will be the next in line..my aunt dengan confident nya mention my name. Oh God! Habis lah..kena lah 'interview' and kena sakat. Kena sakat boleh tahan lagi, kena 'interview' tu yang tak tahan tu.

Malam pulak, my family had a small BBQ..just the 6 of us at home +  my nephew who came from Manjung. Man i ate a lot yesterday..LOL. It was one hell of a fun and yummylicious BBQ. Happy me! =)

Oh guess what? David Foster is coming to Malaysia next week on Saturday (22/10)!!!! Woohoooo!!!!! My boyfriend and I decided to go to the concert. Both of us loooooove David Foster's songs. Oh my God!! I'm so excited!!! =p

And the best part is, both of us haven't bought the ticket yet -_- My boyfriend just found out about the concert last night, however I already knew about it about a month ago. But I didn't tell him because I'm kinda busy with my assignments and stuff, so ingat tak pergi lah kot sebab weekend nak duduk rumah buat assignment..tapi sebab semalam dia cakap dia nak pergi sangat and I sendiri pun nak pergi sangat, so I decided to go =p Tapi ticket tak beli lagi!! =/ Hopefully ada lagi ticket. Dapat duduk belakang pun tak apa lah.

LOL

isn't this sweet?

It's really sweet and romantic.
Although she's out of shape because of the pregnancy, but I think it's sexy. Not because she's half naked but to me being pregnant is sexy..well it depends how you carry yourself jugak. Some people can be very selekeh, so tak ada lah dia nampak cantik or sexy.
Yes yes I know pelik kan? Why would I think pregnant people sexy. And I know people will start wondering "what the hell is she thinking?? Being pregnant is sexy??"
Oh well, I don't care what other people think. Mata saya, tu apa yang saya rasa..its just how I look at it. There's nothing you people or myself can do about it.
And I think you will definitely feel sexy if your husband kiss your belly with his baby inside =p *blush*

p/s: Don't be surprised if you ever heard a man saying that his wife looks so beautiful or even sexy during her pregnancy ;)

Happy Birthday Mummy!!!

Happy Birthday to my gorgeous mummy!!! May Allah bless you and pour you love and happiness...and may you have a sweet and joyful life ahead. I love you so much mummy. You're the best and the coolest mother in the world. Thank you for everything and I'm so grateful to have you as my mother.

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!!!!!

Time flies so fast and before you know it, the month of  Ramadhan will soon come to an end.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin, forgive me for any of my wrong doing, whether I did it intentionally or unintentionally..ya? =) I wish everyone a joyful and blessed celebration. And for those yang nak balik kampung, may you have a safe journey back to your hometown.

XOXOX

beautiful thief

Hari Raya is just around the corner and the parents decided to celebrate Raya here in KL. Everybody are here (the grandparents and cuzzie).

Today I went out shopping with mummy, my siblings, nephew, aunt and cuzzie..haaa meriah kan? Daddy was out early in the morning with his twin brother, so basically today hari ibu-ibu bawak anak-anak shopping =p

After months of searching a black flat shoes, finally jumpa jugak!! I already have a suede black flat shoes but dah buruk sikit sebab almost everyday pakai and selalu sangat kena hujan. Dah la suede, kena hujan pulak kan? Haaa..masak!! =/

Anyhoos, while I was busy searching for the size of my shoes, there's a girl caught my attention. She's acting really weird and suspicious. Automatically I stop searching for my shoes, and started looking at her pulak =p That girl berdiri dekat dinding di celah-celah dengan tempat baju-baju semua bergantung, sibuk mencari baju. Dalam hati I was wondering why would she stands dekat celah-celah tu? Dah lah sempit, badan dia pulak besar..kenapa susahkan diri mencari baju sampai macam tu sekali? Kenapa tak cari baju macam orang lain?.....Which is duduk kt depan baju tu and look for the baju. Pelik. And dia pulak keep on looking at another baju and plastic bag, both ada kat tangan dia. She probably thought nobody is looking at her, so dia pun terus lah masukkan baju yang ada kat tangan dia dalam plastic bag tu and leave the boutique.

OMG!!!

I was sooo shocked. That is my first ever experienced tengok orang mencuri baju. Shocking. Right after I saw her stole the clothes, I try cari staff boutique to and report about the incident, tapi tak sempat sebab that girl dah keluar. I rasa kalau report pun bukan diorang akan dapat tangkap dia. Dia dah keluar. Somehow dalam hati I think she'll be back. Then I told my sister, "kejap lagi mesti dia masuk balik sebab nak curi baju lain pulak". And guess what? I was right. After 10-15minutes she came back and duduk kat port yang sama and curi another 2clothes. So the second time I pergi lah report. Tapi that girl memang laju lah mencuri baju. Seriously cepat gila dia buat kerja dia! Macam dah biasa saja..hurmm... *wondering*

If any of you guys tengok that girl pun, you guys will be shocked. She is seriously gorgeous. Yes she's huge and fat, but she has a gorgeous face. She's mixed (tak sure dia melayu ke bukan, but definitely mixed mat saleh). Nak kata dia tak ada duit, hurmm..based from her appearance tak nampak pulak macam dia tu tak berduit. Pakai baju, sandal and handbag cantik-cantik. Hurmmm....orang cantik, tapi suka mencuri....? And again....shocking.

Until now I can't stop thinking about her and wondering why would she do that? Kenapa tak beli? Tak ada duit ke? Or just for the fun of it? And I started to wonder if barang yang dia pakai tadi tu semua hasil curi ke beli sendiri..?

6th years

Time sure passes extremely fast and it's hard to believe that 6years have gone by. It feels like we just started dating..and today we have officially been dating for 6years.

HAPPY 6th ANNIVERSARY SAYANG!!!!!

Knowing you will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful

dining table

Taadaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

So this is the dining table that I talked about in my previous post. What do you guys think? It's huge right? 

super duper rajin dad

Today would be the 7th day of spring cleaning..phew!!! I'm exhausted!! It's all daddy's idea.

Poor daddy, he's even more exhausted than all of us because he's been doing it for 7days. I have to say this is the first time ever in my life my dad mengemas rumah sampai seven days straight. Punya lah semangat mengemas, Tuhan saja yang tahu. Every single furniture in this house (termasuklah yang berat-berat dan yang besar-besar) dia tarik and tolak lah bagai semata-mata nak cuci belakang furniture tu. Adeh! Can you imagine how dusty and tiring it is? He even helped me clean up my room..aaauuwww =') Thank you babah!!!! *muahxxx* Tapi, there're certain days that I couldn't help him because me and my mom have to run some errands. My brother? Don't bother asking, he's only 12 years old and all he cares about is only playing with his PS3. Oh well, I'm not surprised with his rajin-ness sebab dia selalu macam ni every time dekat-dekat nak raya.

Currently, I am so in love with my house..LOL. Seriously! My house looks more spacious since some of the things we've thrown away and give away. The best part of the day is daddy's new dining table has arrived on the afternoon. It is huge I tell ya!! Mula-mula my mom and I kinda disagree with his decision to buy the dining table, but he insist on buying jugak sebab dia suka sangat dengan meja makan tu..so there's nothing we can say or do about it. Now if you ask me what do I think about the dining table, I would say...I love it!!! =p

I don't have the picture of the dining table, but I will take a picture of it and upload it soon =)

I want 'em all!!!!!!